When I am weary and dry, I will love You Lord, and I will trust you.
At all times I will sing of Your faithful love to me.
My cup overflows with love from God.
Every time I feel stressed out, and my energy straining, and running away.
God lifts me up in His arms.
It’s been a stressful week.
The more I tell people about the work load I’m going through, my mind will dwell on the fact of my workload.
I’ve spent the past week going off with 3 hours of sleep.
The first thing I do each day I wake up, despite having to attend college or not, I think about my assignments.
Truthfully, it’s such a horrid way to start off a day.
Especially, knowing I didn’t kick start my day with God.
Today, I feel tired, and I nearly broke off in tears.
I feel my body screaming at it’s horrible owner, GO SLEEP LA!
But, I know I couldn’t sleep well, if I had all these troubling thoughts in my head. “
You did not finish your work, you did not finish your work, how dare you sleep without finishing work”
It’s crazy really. I feel the strain badly.
But today, after reaching the brim level and almost breaking off in tears of stress.
I found relieve, and I feel loved by a lot of people.
Loved by my family, my friends, and most of all by God.
Family
I was walking home from Tabby’s house after her farewell party with my younger brother.
I missed all the late night strolls I used to have with my friends last year.
To stroll at night, has always been something I enjoyed personally.
Tonight, I walked the streets home with my younger brother, and we chit-chatted our way home.
Lemuel, thanks for that walk home together.
Honestly, I thank God for a brother like you, despite your cheekiness.
You’ve been a blessing in many ways, because you could always be more of a close friend at home.
Today, I gave a twist to my work. Instead of coming home and heading straight off to mywork, I decided to give myself a half an hour break and chatted with my parents in their room. I miss the nights I could drag my blanket and pillow into their room and have our very own “sleepover chats” Their doors are always open for both my younger brother and I to terrorise. Tonight the 4 of us (my elder brother is always missing in action), chat and laughed our hearts out.
My younger brother talked and imitated someone,
and my mom would be “ NO listen to me! Eh I want to talk la, my turn already or not?”
And both my younger brother and I would crack something up while
my mom would add on salt an pepper to it while my dad listens as usual and smiles away.
Ah my family, they’ve always been more of close friends I could have,
and it’s a great blessing to be able to confide anything and everything to them.
Friends
My friends have always been victims of me ranting away.
“GOT COLLEGE TOMORROW LAH!
, I have to stay up for assignment la! *sobs*”
and I could rant or complain on and on, and they will STILL listen.
Aiyoh, suffer lah horh? But thank you all for always listening.
I know I love ranting too much. But I could’ve guess they’ll have shut one ear, already.
Haha. Next time, I shall go talk to my sheeps okay? Spare all your lives.
Calvin, thank you for your verse. I really needed that.
THANK YOU! Little things like these are great blessings to have.
Kee Ken aka Brother Bear (Yes you have been famous already!),
Thank you for listening to me rant and praying for me. Appreciate it a lot!
Haha, when you talk on the phone, or sms you always have this funny tone of “aduh!”
(which I horribly picked up) and other lines which could really make me smile.
But stalker ID numbers are scary okay!
“You don’t end serious statement with an xD ler, ish ish.”
Haha, somehow, I actually managed to really smile despite those serious things I texted.
Anyway I ended with xP not xD .It’s different okay! But yeah, thank you loads.
Kelvin ,I know you don’t even read my blogs, but aiyah anyway,
thanks for constantly hearing me rant. (reading) Always with your “I understand”.
Yes, and I know who to blame for learning the evil act of drinking coffee, and yeah 5 sour skittles, coke and coffee.
That’s the way lah. xP
Matt Chang aka Monkey. I always owe you for comforting words. One day I shall get you a SHEEP!
(I’m so nice no?)
Actually I realized, most of you are like in lands far far away from me, yet despite the distance, I have friends in FAR FAR away places praying for me. *touch touch* Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
-*psst* I found something in my mailbox today!
babymate to sueannong@gmail.com
date 15 August 2008 12:16
subject h r u?????????/l’m fine……………bye…..see you……Tack care……….
*awwwwww!* I never know how much I could contribute, or be a blessing to the lives of children. All I have learnt this year is, I have been blessed by children from various places tremendously this year.
-A young teen 13 years, from Temerloh I have been chatting with over msn also, helped me learnt there’s no boundaries to friendships despite our age gaps and the distance.
So here I am. It’s 1.30am. I’ve been having a long tiring day, but the reason to why I have the strength to continue on, is because of all these great blessings in my life to keep me going on. Prayers that truly renewed my strength.
Tonight, I am sitting up, on non-caffeine, non-sugared night. Surprisingly I am wide awake, and I can still go on.
At all times I will sing of Your love. At all times I will sing of Your faithfulness. Your goodness remains and your love is the same at all times. God is good.



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